Release the inner self;

=)

It's been a month, I know.

So where have I been? Let see...I was caught up by my secretary work, my photographs, homework, rests, services etc. All those were enough for me to forget about my blog here. Oh, facebook got me caught up too. Well, simply because it's easier to update my facebook rather than my blog.

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I've been thinking alot lately. About my family, especially. I used to have this mindset that the youngest child is always the useless child in the family. The youngest ones are always pampered, you see. So I grew up with this lie that I would be a useless girl and I can do nothing about it. Yes yes, I was that pessimistic.

But hey, I was wrong! Extremely wrong. Being the youngest, I actually learnt a lot. My both sisters have graduated from their high schools. One is working and the other one will be graduating this year. As my parents grow older and watch the processes of my both sisters, they will talk to me. For instance, "You don't spend so much when you earn your own salary", "You be careful when you commute from one place to another", "Drink the soup. Or else when you leave, you can hardly drink mommy's soup anymore" etc etc.

All these really make me think twice in things I do. I myself would also observe and learn from mistakes to be a better person, and not the useless-youngest-child. No matter what, I'm still a creation of God. I may look down on myself, or others may, but all in all I'm fearfully and wonderfully made.

So whatever comments I receive, be it good or bad, I'll carry them home and reflect on it. Take the good ones in and throw the unnecessary ones far away. After all, I am who God says I am. But that doesn't give us an excuse not to take advice.

Okay, I think I'm done babbling here.

Form5. =)

I'm back from the first day being a Form5. I miss my old classmates! This is actually the first time in my school life that I'm changing class. Yes, when I was in primary, I was in the same class for all 6years. When I enter secondary, I was in the same class for all 4 years except this year. So yea, my first time changing class. Something new.

New classmates, new environment, new teachers, new characters, new mindset. Not so much of leisure this year. Oh well...

Osim U!

Hey there, peeps! I'm back from PFAOG's annual christmas presentation, visiting Little Sisters' Home of Poor for renjers' service and a one night stay in Paradise hotel with Michelle and Melanie.

Today is a Sunday! And so...I went for service in 286 Macalister in the morning(I dozed off during service and Veryn caught me, misscalled+texted me and was laughing at me from the other end of the sanctuary). After service we went for lunch together(not really together because Michelle and I were stuck at the 'ban chen koay' stall outside until everyone left).

I wanted to sleep when I reach my house. Home sweet home, people! But my mom jio-ed me to Queens. Did I mention they always leave the house to 'kai kai' with the baby without me? As in without even informing me that they'll leave me alone at home! I would be studying/doing homework in my room during the schooldays and when I feel like munching on something, I exit my room to find that I'm home alone. Sad, isn't it? =(

Back to the topic, so I was 'jio-ed' to go Queens to shop for clothes. Why not, right? So I went. Oh oh! Esprit, Goggles, Scarlet, Applemint, Roxy, Padini and a few yet-to-be-found are my styles! I can totally shop 'til I drop there! ahemm.somebodybuymeclothesfromthere.ahemm.

On our way to the exit of Queens, my mom spotted an Osim massage machine and she sat down to try it(she always does that). And then the sales lady popped out and started promoting. She's good, I would say. After a long long time, my parents decided to purchase that machine. Like..."Wow...daddy are you sure?".

Ta-daa! With this, my family members won't have to massage my mom's legs for her anymore. With this, my mom will banish her intention to hire a maid(in future if she has lots of money to spare) just to massage her legs. With this, my mom's legs won't ache in the middle of the night.

Good eh?

That's not the end of it! They gave us something...

Cheng cheng! This! is mine. Wakakaka! Okay, not entirely mine but it's like I own it, you know...okay, whatever. This cool looking(admit it! it looks cool! well, at least it is to me) thingy is to massage your eyes. Helps blood circulation(obviously), dark circles, eye bags and headaches. It looks like a PSP when I keep it in the casing. =D

p/s i fell in love with bright colours!

p/p/s i kept spelling "massage" as "maggase". how annoying.

Something new!

Do you remember your first phone? How excited you were when you know you're going to get your very own handphone? I remember. I remember how I wanted a handphone so badly when I was 12years old.

But come to think of it now, I was so stupid to annoy my parents night and day for a handphone. I mean, I was only 12years old! I don't think I'd really need it. Yes, I would need a handphone when I go out(when I was 12, I take bus to prangin mall every sunday with my friend) but apart from that, I don't need a handphone.

However, I got my handphone after much begging and persuasion. So...tadaa. This is my first handphone.

I remember how much I loved(still do love it now) it. I loved it so much that I used it for 5years. Yup yup, I used it since I'm 12years old until now, 16. Well, I took good care of it because my parents told me they won't get me a new handphone until I'm in form5.

This is a very basic phone. No camera, no mp3, no bluetooth no nothing(but it's coloured screen!). But because it's such a basic phone, I get my own camera(after my PMR) and a mp3 player(for my birthday last year, remember?).

The truth is, I was really looking forward to next year. I want a new phone. I targetted Nokia Express Music. Everything seem to be working out well. Until one day, I woke up, entered the living hall and there it is, a new slide-phone lying on the table...

My mom knows I have a thing for slide-phones. She asked if I want it. Suprised, I questioned how on earth the phone came about. Then I learnt that my big sister got the phone for free after she applied for credit card. And then my mom told me, either I take this phone or I get out and hunt for a part-time job and get my own phone with my own salary.

I would love to work and get my own phone but I can't. I have my camps, then practises for Christmas presentation, then I got my homeworks bla-bla-bla. So I just take the phone and secretly wish my big sister gets a Nokia Express Music instead. But I'm glad I'm blessed with a new phone. =D

Unfortunately, I dislike the colour very much. The colour annoys me alot, I don't know why. I wanted to change the housing/cover/whatever-it's-called(to white. hehe) but it's not easy to search for the housing/cover/whatever-it's-called. Thus, my 2nd sister and I opted to hunt for a silicon casing instead. We found it and purchased it with 6bucks. And tadaa...

This is how my new phone looks like now. A slide-phone with camera, mp3 player and bluetooth! But this model doesn't have a memory card, so the camera and mp3 player is rather useless. Besides, I would definitely prefer my 10megapix camera over this o.3(yes, it's ZEROpoint three)megapix camera.

It's okay, though. Because all I need is a phone to call and to text. The rest, is just for entertainment purposes I guess. I shall now declare, I love my new phone! =D

p/s i prefer my old phone when it comes to certain cases

Boredom.

Okay, so there I was, enjoying the drama. "Oh, end of disc 3. Okay, let's move on to the final disc. *excitement* Eh, where on earth is disc 4?!"

So hello, I'm here. It's December now! How quick. Soon enough, I'll be in Form 5. Soon enough, I'll be taking my SPM. Soon enough, I'll be getting my results. Soon enough, I'll be hunting for colleges/universities.

Arh! I wanna rest! I don't know why but I just want to rest though I've rested alot. Help, somebody? Anybody?

p/s I'm bored!

Happy sweet 16.

And so last Wednesday, my sweet 16 clashed with Ignite-youth Camp 2009. It was very sweet of my friends to suprise me with a unique cake I love during the camp(but why the word 'wormie' on my cake? it's my birthday! but it's okay, i forgive you because it's my birthday. hahh). Oh oh, not forgetting the cookies. Hahahaha.

Thank you to all those who shared and planned the suprise and present. And thank you to the campers who wished and sang me a birthday song. Thank you thank you. You all succeeded in suprising me and making me happy. =D

Thank you to my big sister for the sports shoes. I bought a very nice white pair. =D Thank you to my parents for the ang pao. Hahahaha. And most of all, thank you to my 2nd sister for being so thoughtful to get me a chocolate cake and birthday presents(a pretty white metal bottle and more cookies!) eventhough she was hospitalised due to chicken pox.